STAGES

Filed under: baby barden — admin at 9:40 pm on Sunday, April 5, 2009

There is an Office episode where Michael talks about the stages of grief – it is ridiculous exchange but is starting to make sense.

I think I have reached the anger stage. Right now – I am angry. Angry that others are pregnant and not me. I am so happy for them – but at the same time it hurts more than I can describe. I saw a pregnant woman in Wal*Mart this past week – and nearly started crying right there in the store. This weekend – the smallest things set me off – and moody – man am I moody!

Jared and I can’t even think about trying again – but at the same time – it is the only thing I want. I have wanted to be a mother since I can remember.

My emotions are such a mess and fluctuate from moment to moment.

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Comment by Auntie L

April 6, 2009 @ 8:33 am

praying for you today!

saw your mother and father in law at Ruby’s Saturday. said hello. thot of you. Love you bunches!!!

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Comment by Brownwyn

April 14, 2009 @ 10:37 am

stages of grief are necessary. I want to tell you it gets better. I want to tell you that it gets easier. I want to tell you that you will move on. I want to tell you that eventually you will want to try again.

But I cant.

You will eventually feel a little tug in your heart that will tell you its time. Its different with every person, every couple. But even with Rowen here, I still think about the babies I never saw. Greg and I have been through 3 miscarriages.

i am proud of you for sharing your feelings, and for having those emotions. A lot of people forget to grieve for their child and end up years later with so many problems.

I am praying everyday for you and Jared. Just know that Greg and I are thinking about you two. we love you!

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