I had a session in August with a GORGEOUS family! They asked me to keep the family photos off the interwebs since they wanted to use them for CHRISTMAS!
And when I got done – they were some of my FAVORITE family shots! But – I couldn’t “show them off” – go figure!
I had a session in September with a family and they asked me to NOT post the photos – and … THEY WERE MY FAVORITE!!
But – since you couldn’t see WHO they were – I did post a few!
I REALLY REALLY hope they order a GIANT print of the dancing one!
ALL THIS TO SAY – who am I looking to get praise from?
Obviously my clients – at the end of the day – it doesn’t matter WHO might happen to “like” my photo if the client doesn’t love it.
Shouldn’t that be it? I could argue that in this business I NEED other people to see photos of families & seniors & brides & grooms & babies AND love those photos and therefore ask me to take their photos!
But what if the ONLY people who saw the photos I take were the people IN THOSE PHOTOS.
Would it be enough? Shouldn’t it be enough?
I post the photos I take because I LOVE THEM! I love the people in them. I love the moments I capture. The tiny details.
I believe that the unique eye God gave me is worth something.
Do you know what I love to do most to relax? Edit. (and binge-watch star trek series) but – EDIT. I love taking photos and I LOVE editing photos.
It’s relaxing and life-giving and inspiring and BEAUTIFUL.
Like I said – I believe that God gave me this gift. And I praise Him by using this gift. By giving you long-lasting memories – BEAUTIFUL long-lasting memories.
And really – at the end of the day – it ONLY matters if the person paying me LOVES their photos.
It’s hard being stuck in that place where I need other people to see and love my photography and ask me to photograph them BUT I need the people IN the photos to be happy with what I’ve given them.
When I have a FANTASTIC session and the only people that see them are the ones in them – it’s been hard for me to not show the world.
I get it. I respect that my clients don’t want their faces ALL over the internet.
I’m discovering that your (the general public) praise might be what I’m looking for.
WHAT JESUS SAYS ABOUT ME IS ENOUGH. Should be enough.
A girl at after-school care asked me about shaving her head – because she hates her hair. People pick on her about her hair. And her teeth. And her weight.
I asked her – do those things bother YOU? No. But they bother everyone else.
LISTEN. People are ALWAYS going to tell what they THINK is wrong with you. I wish I could tell you that it will get better as you get older.
You can’t change other people. And while what they’re doing isn’t kind or right or good – you can only change YOU.
And Jesus LOVES you. And He would die for you OVER & OVER again. And He looks at you and calls you worthy. He looks at you and calls you BEAUTIFUL!
REMEMBER THAT!!
SO – if I’m gonna practice what I preach – I need to STOP CARING about what everyone might think about these pictures I take. STOP CARING about how many likes they might be getting.
STOP CARING that people might not see some of my best work. Because – the people who are hanging those photos in their house – LOVED THEM.
START REALLY BELIEVING THAT I AM ENOUGH. Because Jesus tells me that I am.
