14 MONTHS & A SURPRISE
Fitzy is AMAZING! He is so smart and joyful! He isn’t walking by himself yet – and I tend to compare to everyone else and wonder why he is so far behind – but crawling gets him there faster!
He knows where is nose and his ears and belly button are – and LOVES looking for YOUR belly button too!
He says ball and dada and mama and book and baba and a few more! He loves to shake his head no and wave his arms when he means yes! He LOVES to be in the water and looks forward to his morning bath in the sink!
He LOVES to look through all his books before we get out of bed in the morning!
He has two more teeth coming in on top!
I LOVE THAT FACE!
LOOK AT THOSE TEETH! My mom has a picture of me like this – we look SO much alike!
The past month has been so busy – crazy with weddings and photography and conferences and plans and just life in general!
I’ve been having migraines (which I was pretty much over) about every week or so the last month and I told Jared – after the 4th one in 3 weeks – that I must be pregnant.
When I was pregnant the first time in 2009 – I didn’t have any symptoms. When I was pregnant with Fitzy – I had migraines and morning sickness and was SO tired. When I was pregnant this January – I didn’t have any symptoms – which is how I knew that we would be miscarrying.
Well – I took a test and had an appointment this morning – and the results are in!
We are pregnant!
I’m excited and scared. Mostly scared. This is our 4th pregnancy with 2 out of 3 ending in miscarriage. If we have another miscarriage – we are done. It’s too hurtful and emotionally taxing. I’ve been a little crampy and then remembered that I was with Fitzy in the early early weeks.
This baby would be due March 19th. Our first miscarriage was March 17th. So – I’m praying that this baby is intended for our arms and will complete our little family!
We are sharing so early because we covet your prayers! Pray that this little baby is healthy and comfy in my belly. Pray that we could be excited and not spend our days in worry.
And pray that those women and men out there crying out for babies of their own have their miracles!