As I sit here and type this blog – a can feel the tiny little movements of a baby inside. Just the little flutters that make you realize there is indeed something in there.

We find out whether this addition is a boy or a girl on July 10th. Either way – this will most likely be our last addition. I love being pregnant and would be thrilled to have at least 4 children. But I have to remember that we have 5 – and for all eternity – we will celebrate with them! I love being a momma – more than anything I’ve ever done. Jared keeps reminding me that kids are WAY out of his comfort zone – although – he is a FANTASTIC daddy to Fitzy. While our hearts are so happy with this little miracle and Fitzgerald – we still hurt from time to time. I don’t have a great history of staying pregnant. And while I don’t want to live my life in fear – I DO want to enjoy what I have been given. It’s a hard decision to make – thankfully – we have time.

But especially with the 99% chance that this will be our last baby – I want to enjoy every precious minute I can.

I took a maternity leave with Fitzy . Kinda. Sorta. Not really.

And while I loved taking your pictures – I did miss that little baby.

So this time – I will be taking 6 months off. Seriously. From November to April – I will not be scheduling any sessions or weddings. When I do return – it will be on a 1 wedding a month limit – with a handful of sessions (most likely current clients) each month. I am still trying to decide what to do about new referrals outside of seniors – since they are mostly always new clients. And this might be the norm from here on out – until my kiddos are all in school.

I’ve known one thing my whole life – I want to be a momma. And God knew. And He heard. And He gave. And He gives. Again.

SO – if you know that you want a session next year once May rolls around – it’s not too early to let me know. I already have one wedding in September and an inquiry for May. And if I’ve taken pictures for you before and you need some done while I am off – email me – and I will recommend some great photographers to you!

Thank you all for your love – your support – your prayers. It means so much.

*B* has been in front of my camera since she was in her momma’s belly!

I can’t believe it’s been a year already!

Those tulips were BEGGING to be in the picture! *B* still stole the show!

OH MY HEART!

Jessica – thank you SO much for asking me to capture this year in your family’s life! It’s been so much fun!

Little *G* happens to be cousins with *E* – and this is their – dare I say it – “favorite” aunt!

I might have to get a print of this – for my house. MELT MY HEART!

Hey handsome!

OH SWEET BOY!

Nicole and I chatted – like always – and little *G* got quite bored!

And – when you think of it – pray for this little family. Their daddy is overseas fighting for our freedoms. Momma is quite tired and these little boys have been sick lately. Pray for answers and for patience and rest!

I took pictures of *E* for her whole first year! I was so excited when her mom told me they were coming home for a visit! Could they schedule a session? ABSOLUTELY!

ADORABLE!

*E* – it was GREAT to see you again!

Nichole messaged me and wanted to get in before the middle of May. I said – how about tomorrow? Thankfully – I have a nice backyard and in-laws that don’t mind me using theirs!

*B* was not happy to see me. Not at all! Poor little guy didn’t take a nap that day – and I know all too well what that feels like!

BUT – I tried my best to worked my magic and got a little sneaky!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE that shot on the right! LOVE IT!

Nichole – it was GREAT to meet you – I hope to see you guys again soon!

I took Fitzy out in our yard for some official TWO YEAR pictures – where on earth are the years going?

Some fun before we go out!

He is one of the happiest children I’ve ever known!

I just ordered that one for his canvas! I cannot WAIT to see it!

Last year and this. Oh chubby baby – you’ve grown into such a little boy!

AH! Seriously. Cannot even deal with it.

Fitzy – we love you so much! We thank God EVERY SINGLE DAY for blessing our lives with you!

Two years ago – I took these photos of *H* – and I still LOVE them!

We met again in April for another session!

CUTE! CUTE! CUTE!

That’s the same jacket from our last session!

OH MY WORD!

You guys were AWESOME! I can’t wait to see you again!

I have a BEAUTIFUL contest every year. This year – a family was entered several times. A family that lost their firstborn child. Their strength and love and commitment to their faith and each other – that’s what people wrote about.

It was a hard email to write. I’m writing to let you know you that you’ve been submitted to our BEAUTIFUL contest – and you’ve won! A photo session with your family! And I know that this is bittersweet – to say the least. Please let me know how to make this a memorable and comfortable experience for you. Dana was awesome. We wrote back and forth and she asked if we could have the session on Gabriel’s 13th birthday. April 20th.

Please go to their FACEBOOK page and spread awareness of the “choking game” – and say a prayer for their family.

Dana – your family. You guys are incredible and beautiful and amazing and I’m honored to have taken photos for you on Gabriel’s birthday. I pray that your spirits are strengthened and encouraged every single day. I pray that through Gabriel you will be able to reach other families and spread prevention. That people will come to know Jesus through this.

How much longer can I put Fitzy under the BABES category? Forever – right?

I feel like overnight he’s become a toddler. He is stubborn and independent. He says – I do it. He’s become a little boy.

I had my camera out for a session and he said – CHEESE MOM-MA. I love how he says MOM-MA. Melts my heart.

Fitzy – you are loved. Always!

I love photographing families while they grow! I met Lauren & Dan when *L* was still in her belly and now he’s 18 months old!

*L* – these are the best smiles you have EVER given me!

Lauren – thank so much for asking me to get a few shots in his Easter best! Can’t wait to see you this fall!