{"id":3474,"date":"2009-02-26T17:31:07","date_gmt":"2009-02-26T22:31:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/?p=3474"},"modified":"2009-02-26T17:31:07","modified_gmt":"2009-02-26T22:31:07","slug":"thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/2009\/thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"THOUGHTS"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It seems that lately &#8211; things in our life &#8211; have happened one right after the other.<\/p>\n<p>I knew a while ago that I would be quitting my job as a secretary to pursue photography full-time &#8211; I just didn&#8217;t know when that would happen. My first goal was Christmas &#8211; one that I didn&#8217;t announce to many people.<\/p>\n<p>Then we made the almost spur of the moment decision to get a puppy. Jared met Chai one afternoon and fell in love with him &#8211; so starting the journey of getting a great dane. Within three days &#8211; we made a decision and a down payment.<\/p>\n<p>I knew I had the BRIDAL EXPO coming in January and that I would make my decision of leaving based on the turnout &#8211; I came home discouraged &#8211; for some reason thinking I would get twelve bookings on the spot. I went to the EXPO with 12 weddings booked for the year &#8211; right now I have 21 &#8211; with my goal being 24 &#8211; almost there and I have 3 bookings for next year with interest in more! So coming back to work &#8211; I sent in my resignation for March 31st &#8211; giving 10 weeks notice &#8211; and making it official. It was scary writing that letter up and giving it to my boss and then sending it in to corporate &#8211; permanent &#8211; no going back &#8211; EEEEK!<\/p>\n<p>Amongst the BRIDAL EXPO\u00a0&#8211; officially quitting &#8211; and picking up our puppy &#8211; I managed to also get PREGNANT! TALK ABOUT TIMING! Here I am trying to not panic about quitting my job and starting a business &#8211; stressing about puppy training &#8211; something that is very hard when you are NOT home during the day &#8211; and then to find out that I need to CALM DOWN!<\/p>\n<p>It was the best thing that could have happened &#8211; I have always known that I want to be a momma more than anything &#8211; and that I would quit my job once we have kids &#8211; but here it is &#8211; and I can do photography and have kids and stay home with them!<\/p>\n<p>I struggle with &#8211; CAN I DO IT &#8211; WILL WE MAKE IT &#8211; IS THIS RIGHT &#8211; we have prayed about it and I tend to feel a peace about it overall &#8211; I worry way too much and I think that I have been able to keep it under control &#8211; and I know I can do it and will do it. I have great friends who support me and push me every step of the way! I have a wonderful family who supports me every step of the way!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It seems that lately &#8211; things in our life &#8211; have happened one right after the other. I knew a while ago that I would be quitting my job as a secretary to pursue photography full-time &#8211; I just didn&#8217;t know when that would happen. My first goal was Christmas &#8211; one that I didn&#8217;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3474"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3474"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3474\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3474"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3474"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3474"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}