{"id":15536,"date":"2011-03-17T08:40:01","date_gmt":"2011-03-17T12:40:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/?p=15536"},"modified":"2011-03-17T08:40:01","modified_gmt":"2011-03-17T12:40:01","slug":"two-years-ago","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/2011\/two-years-ago\/","title":{"rendered":"TWO YEARS AGO"},"content":{"rendered":"

Two years ago today I woke up to incredible pains at 4 am – knowing that today would be the day that Enoch left us. It was painful and emotional and one of the most difficult times of our lives.<\/p>\n

We knew for a week that we would be miscarrying – but having it happen made it so real and so permanent.<\/p>\n

I write today to remind myself of where we are. To encourage you with our miracle to keep hoping for yours. Remember – I am that person that found it hard to hope – I still do at times! It was hard to hope without getting my hopes up – cus they would be gone every month.<\/p>\n

Here are the blogs that I wrote 2 years ago to help get out my feelings about what we were going through.<\/p>\n

3.11.09 – COMFORT<\/a><\/p>\n

3.12.09 – BEAUTY FROM PAIN <\/a><\/p>\n

3.13.09 – PROMISES <\/a><\/p>\n

3.22.09 – SPRING <\/a><\/p>\n

4.21.09 – FINDING PEACE <\/a><\/p>\n

We have a little more than 7 weeks until our expected due date with Fitzy – our miracle! I sit here and shake my head as I type – still in shock that there is a baby kicking me. That after two years of heartache we will be blessed with another child – this one in our arms!<\/p>\n

I write to encourage you. I write to give you hope. I write to let you know I am praying for YOU! I am praying that God will give you peace – strength – comfort – and the ability to give up control – to let it in God’s hands.<\/p>\n

We miss Enoch so much – but we rejoice in the knowledge that he is rejoicing with Jesus! He is safe and happy and beautiful! We will see him again someday!<\/p>\n

We are so thankful for the chance to reach out to all of you that are struggling! We are so blessed to know all of you and pray for you!<\/p>\n

Thank you so much for your support, love, and prayers you have showered us with on our journey to becoming parents!<\/p>\n

I wanted to end this post with a promise of new life – a promise that God cares!<\/p>\n

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If God takes care of the flowers in the ground – He will take care of YOU!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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