It’s been 3 months today since we miscarried.<\/p>\n
And all I can seem to think is we would have been 22 weeks right now – halfway thru –\u00a0we would have heard a heartbeat by now – we would know what we are having – we would have seen\u00a0our little baby on film.<\/p>\n
I still feel lost. I still feel confused. I still feel hurt. I still feel angry. I still feel alone. It’s hard to find joy. It’s hard to be happy. I sometimes feel like I am\u00a0JUST living and not feeling.<\/p>\n
I know it’s hard to be our friends right now. I know it’s hard to find the right words to say. I know it’s hard not to say –\u00a0JUST try again. I hate that word – JUST. I don’t know how many times I heard – but you’re JUST Danielle – you’re JUST a secretary – JUST try again for the baby that you won’t get to hold in this lifetime.<\/p>\n
So – I wanted to give an update. We are still here – still breathing – still trying – still praying – sometimes JUST enough.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It’s been 3 months today since we miscarried. And all I can seem to think is we would have been 22 weeks right now – halfway thru –\u00a0we would have heard a heartbeat by now – we would know what we are having – we would have seen\u00a0our little baby on film. I still feel […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5710"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5710"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5710\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5710"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5710"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5710"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}