There is an Office episode where Michael talks about the stages of grief – it is ridiculous exchange but is starting to make sense.<\/p>\n
I think I have reached the anger stage. Right now – I am angry. Angry that others are pregnant and not me. I am so happy for them – but at the same time it hurts more than I can describe. I saw a pregnant woman in Wal*Mart this past week – and nearly started crying right there in the store. This weekend – the smallest things set me off – and moody – man am I moody!<\/p>\n
Jared and I can’t even think about trying again – but at the same time – it is the only thing I want. I have wanted to be a mother since I can remember.<\/p>\n
My emotions are such a mess and fluctuate from moment to moment.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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