{"id":11123,"date":"2010-04-06T07:03:26","date_gmt":"2010-04-06T12:03:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/?p=11123"},"modified":"2010-04-06T07:03:26","modified_gmt":"2010-04-06T12:03:26","slug":"believing-for-a-miracle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/2010\/believing-for-a-miracle\/","title":{"rendered":"BELIEVING FOR A MIRACLE"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have an appointment this morning to make sure that I am indeed ovulating.  I then meet with Dr. Roberts again on the 22nd of this month to go over the results of everything thus far.<\/p>\n<p>We had some not so good news a few weeks ago regarding a test and need a miracle.  Babies are miracles anyway &#8211; the fact that so many things need to be perfect to conceive at a given moment.<\/p>\n<p>I still feel my heart tug when I see a pregnant woman or hold a newborn baby. I choke back the emotions that are welling up to the surface.<\/p>\n<p>I trust that God&#8217;s will is perfect and He knows what is best for us. I have faith that He will apply His will to our lives.<\/p>\n<p>Hoping that includes a child &#8211; is the hardest part.<\/p>\n<p>When I get my hopes up &#8211; each month it&#8217;s a harder fall than the month before when we aren&#8217;t pregnant.<\/p>\n<p>I appreciate everyone&#8217;s prayers &#8211; so much!  Mostly I need prayers to accept what is and be joyful.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have an appointment this morning to make sure that I am indeed ovulating. I then meet with Dr. Roberts again on the 22nd of this month to go over the results of everything thus far. We had some not so good news a few weeks ago regarding a test and need a miracle. Babies [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11123"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11123"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11123\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11123"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11123"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bardenphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11123"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}